It doesn't matter what kind of bathroom you had.
It won't matter whether you have watched the latest movie or you drived the latest model of the car.
When you meet your light at the end of the tunnel, all that matters will be whether you have lived consciously or not. Whether you lived your life fully or not, did you love with all your heart is all that matters.
So my friend,
Follow your bliss and don't be afraid. Have faith and appreciate the wonderful & magical life.